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Saturday, March 26th, 2005
5:11 pm
Wow. This journal's pretty much dead. Who knows, maybe this will be the last entry.

Sometime soon I'm going to have to read through this thing from start to finish. Recent events have instilled me with a sort of fascination towards memory. I need to know where I've been; I need to figure out what details I've missed and if I can learn anything from where I've been and what I've done. I'm probably going to regret not updating much over the past year -- making sense of it all will be that much harder in the future. And I [i]will[/i] need to make sense of it.

For the first time in about two years I'm starting to feel like maybe I have something to look forward to.
Friday, November 12th, 2004
9:18 pm
Hah.

Fucking HAH.
Sunday, September 19th, 2004
5:37 pm
Seriously. Playing Guilty Gear online is the best fucking thing ever.

From this day forward, I shall never get a single thing done. I'll be too busy stomping Sol and Ky scrubs across the country.
Friday, September 17th, 2004
3:53 am
Actually, I'm starting to get really fucking pissed. Pretty much all I seem to do is schoolwork, and I'm still a little bit behind. Plus there's the whole comic thing too...each one takes several hours and doing that even once a week is difficult.

My birthday is this weekend and it looks like I'll have to do a ton of reading, write two papers, and update my stupid comic. I probably shouldn't even be going home -- I don't have the fucking time.

Current Mood: stressed
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
12:23 am
For the first time in maybe four years I have more male than female friends. Chemicals seem to be working against me again...perhaps a change in setting wasn't enough. Pondering giving up 8EB for the thousandth time because it's all bullshit. It's depressing, though, that I'm not capable of anything better.

Whine.
Sunday, August 15th, 2004
2:59 am
Someone who I don't even know -- all I did was shake his hand -- is going to die of cancer in a few months. It makes me feel cold.
Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
2:22 am
I love how even though I'm supposed be on vacation, all I can think about is all the shit waiting for me back in Jersey. These recurring dreams haven't been helping much either.
Friday, August 6th, 2004
1:48 pm
Well, I sure am getting on a plane in a few hours.

I know I've said this before, but this time I am certain that today I am going die a horrible death at 15,000 feet. ...Or rather, zero feet because that's where the plane is going to smash into the ground and explode, simultaneously shattering my body and incinerating it.

I leave 3/4 of my earthly posessions to Dave and Ryan. If my remains are recovered and identified, I want them placed in a boat with the remaining fourth of my stuff, which will all be set on fire and cast out to sea. You know, like the Vikings did. Put a horned helmet on my mangled and charred corpse for the occasion.

God I hate planes.
Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
10:19 pm
I have the house all to myself tonight, and I'm PARTYING DOWN! WHOOOO!

...Actually, I'm probably just gonna sit naked in my room playing Disgaea. I hate my life.
Sunday, August 1st, 2004
9:30 pm
Next time I go to QXT's I'm dressing up as a ninja.
Friday, July 23rd, 2004
5:44 pm
Perhaps I should unplug myself for a while.
Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
7:04 pm
2004 is year of the 2-D Fighter
Guilty Gear X2 #Reload - September 7
SNK vs Capcom - September 28
Street Fighter Anniversary Collection - September 28
Samurai Shodown 5 - November 1
Guilty Gear Isuka - November 9 (getting a four controller adaptor well in advance)
King of Fighters 2002/2003 pack - December 1
Capcom Fighting Evolution - December 31

Sure this was a pointless, geeky entry, but at the moment it's probably preferable to writing what I'm really thinking about. I am filled with hate and organs.
Friday, July 16th, 2004
6:56 pm
Writing is hard.

Gates said before that I have kind of an inner censor -- I won't even begin trying to write something because I'll have shot down the idea long before I even get to that point. Even when I do manage to sit down and try working on something, I'll just stare at the screen/paper and not even try to write anything out of fear that it'll turn out stupid.

Something else to work on.
3:58 am
I think it's great how I love 2-D fighters so much and yet I keep get my ass handed to me whenever I play people. Fucking Earthquake.

I have a lot of negative energy that I need to rid myself of. Maybe I can buy a kit for that.
Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
6:14 pm
I need something to care about.
Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
7:53 pm
Everything I say and write is drivel! HOORJAY!
Sunday, June 6th, 2004
1:43 am
I've been thrashed, pounded, beaten, humiliated, destroyed, crushed, trounced, and wasted so many times in Capcom vs. SNK 2 Live that the game just isn't fun to me anymore.
Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
1:37 pm
What I need....is some new music. I can't even remember the last time I went out and bought an album -- my CD collection is getting pretty stale. Any recommendations?
Sunday, May 30th, 2004
4:05 am
I feel particularly empty tonight.
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
5:35 am
Video game bitching
I just spent ten dollars getting a PS2 controller converter for my Xbox. This would mean that I'd be able to play Xbox games with a PS2 controller.

Why is this necessary? My fucking DISMAL track record in Capcom vs SNK 2 online, that's what. I've only won like five games out of sixty. I'm usually slaughtered pretty soundly.

I'm not bad at the game. That's not the issue here. It's the fucking Xbox controller.

Me playing as Vice with a PS2 controller: *ROLL FORWARD JAB BUFFER INTO SHOULDER RUSH FOLLOW IT UP WITH AN UPWARDS SLEEVE SWIPE KAPOW!*

Me playing as Vice with an Xbox controller: *JUMP IN PLACE A FEW TIMES, SCREW UP A FORWARD ROLL, MISS WITH A FIERCE PUNCH THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A COMMAND THROW, GET KILLED DURING THE RECOVERY*

I bet maybe only like two of you know what any of that means. And those people should be ashamed of themselves for being such fucking geeks.

I really should be asleep.
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